My unwavering determination to find truth and understanding

Each conversation you’re about to read was real, channeled live, and captured as they happened.

Some were soft, some were challenging. Some left me breathless and curled up in bed, tears soaking into my pillow. Some were heartbreakingly painful. Some shocked me to my core. Some left me feeling seen, heard, and validated.

I painstakingly transcribed every session word by word by word by word by word. Line by line. Breath by breath. But, I didn’t just transcribe the words, I wove myself into them, my knee-jerk reactions, and my reflections. I also wove meanings and moments that changed me.

You will feel my mother’s voice, my father’s voice, Jeshua’s voice, The Divine Feminine’s voice, my spirit guides’ voices, and my soul’s voice. You will also feel mine. You will witness the spaces between us folding in.

This is not a smooth narrative, it is not pretty, and it does not follow a formula.

It’s what happened live when I faced the spirit of the monster who broke me and asked her to explain one last thing—WHY?!? Why the hell did you abuse me?!?

Just so there’s no confusion:

  • this is not entertainment

  • this is not performance

  • this is not curiosity for curiosity’s sake.

This is the awakening of the daughter of a mean covert narcissistic mother who needed truth more than anything and finally got it.

You do not need to believe in mediumship to feel what’s coming. But if you’ve ever wanted answers from your own narcissistic mother, you’re in the right place.

Ready when you are. Buckle up—session one with my mother’s spirit is shocking.

PHOTO: Screenshot of channeling session with The Divine Feminine. August 30, 2023.