A sacred sequence of conversations that changed everything

These sessions must be read in order. Each one builds upon the last. Skipping around will feel confusing and disjointed.

Best experienced on a device larger than a cell phone.

Session guide

Session 1: channeling session with Carole’s mother’s spirit

The questions she never got to ask until now. Carole didn’t know if her mother would show up. She didn’t know if she could survive it if she did show up. Her mother came bringing answers that shocked Carole. In this first conversation, her mother’s spirit delivers a shocking confession: “I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to bring forward all that came forward.” What follows is an untangling of decades of memories, betrayals, and unexpected acknowledgments that shine through the damage. The woman who once broke her now begins to speak from behind the veil, but can she be believed?

Session 2: channeling session with Carole’s mother’s spirit

In this gripping second session, Carole receives confessions from her mother’s spirit that begin to alter everything she thought she knew. Long-buried truths surface about identity, rage, abuse, and the cost of silence, forcing Carole to confront the devastating impact of the mother who broke her. What begins as a conversation forces grief to collide with revelation. The truth cuts deeper than expected.

Session 3: channeling session with Carole’s mother’s spirit

In this session, Carole’s mother’s spirit reveals a chilling truth she never disclosed in life: the existence of a beast within—an uncontrollable force fueled by addiction and emotional volatility. As the conversation unfolds, hidden layers of generational trauma, deep-rooted shame, and lifelong disconnection begin to surface. What begins as a terrifying revelation slowly transforms into a pivotal understanding, offering Carole unexpected clarity and a doorway into reclaiming her own power.

Session 4: channeling session with Carole’s father’s spirit

Carole’s conversation with her father’s spirit brings long-held questions into the light—questions about love, absence, and the choices he made that affected her. As they reflect on the life they shared and the roles they played, a deeper understanding rooted in soul contracts, quiet protection, and the unseen cost of enduring what could never be spoken about begins to emerge. Their conversation opens a doorway into revealing how survival shaped his silence and how power can still be reclaimed even when it seemed long lost.

Session 5: channeling session with Jeshua ben Joseph

In this session, Jeshua offers a perspective Carole never expected—one that reframes pressure, redefines forgiveness, and casts her mother’s role in an entirely new light. What if the abuser was a catalyst? What if self-compassion is where true healing begins? Gentle and soul-stirring, this conversation invites reflection that lingers long after the last word.

(Note: Jeshua is the original Aramaic name for Jesus. Pronounced Yeshua.)

Session 6: channeling session with The Divine Feminine

The Divine Feminine is embodiment of the divine in feminine form—Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, and Isis. In this gentle but profound session, Carole receives guidance from the Divine Feminine and Mother Mary on emotional neutrality, the safety of stillness, and the quiet rebellion of reclaiming play and her free-spiritedness after abuse. The conversation explores how anger, joy, and frustration all deserve space, how hyper-independence often masks isolation, and how admitting the truth about abuse is the first step toward healing. Rather than calling for action, this session calls the reader inward into rest, softness, and self-permission.

Session 7: channeling session with Carole’s mother’s spirit and Jeshua together

Carole asked for Jeshua and her mother’s spirit to be channeled together—unsure why, only knowing it mattered. In this session, her mother’s spirit expresses gratitude for the breaking of a karmic cycle between them that spanned multiple lifetimes. Jeshua reminds Carole that her tenderness, love, and compassion were never lost, they were just buried beneath survival. What unfolds is the quiet revelation that healing doesn’t always require action. Sometimes, awareness alone is enough to set everything in motion.

Session 8: channeling session with Carole’s spirit guides

Carole’s soul council offers guidance on what it means to create life from desire, not duty. This session explores agency, longing, and the fears that surface when we begin to trust our own dreams, especially for those conditioned to believe that wanting is selfish or unsafe. Through gentle but clear direction, her guides reflect back the truth she already holds but doesn’t realize: joy is not something to earn, it’s something to allow.

Session 9: channeling session with Carole’s soul

In this final session of the series, Carole’s own soul steps forward to speak—not just about her pre-birth plan and karmic blueprint, but about the lifelong patterns that kept her locked in survival. What emerges is a raw exploration of enough-ness, desperation energy, and money as a second abuser. Carole’s soul calls out The Grip, The Scramble, and the habit of tying worth to effort, struggle, and sacrifice. Though this is the final session, it begins the quiet return to what was always hers: rest without guilt, support without explanation, and love without condition.